Challenge.

Every challenge set before me I have overcome. It may have taken a little while with tears and pain, or with embarrassing moments and falling flat on the face, but I seem to hurdle the obstacle sooner or later. (Typically it is a little on the later side :)) Anyways I have learned to swim swim, run, calc, be a mascot, public speak, hold a chicken and many more, but have I struggled with? What is the next challenge?

I recently meet a man named Bill. He said we have to look at our fears and decide if they are rational or irrational. I believe my fears are as followed:

Irrational: Rodents, Cats, Elevators, and the Dark.
Rational: Failure, Loneliness, Defeat.

How to conquer these? Well I am not ready for the rodents... no one needs to introduce me to them. Cats... not ready... Elevators.. um, pass? I'll start with the dark... walking outside in the pitch black would be extreme... I shall try, ugh!

Rational will be tougher. Failure: I need to fail? I need to learn to admit failure? Defeat... I hate losing. Loneliness... I suppose let me guard down. Maybe.

Okay this is going no where... I will challenge myself to no more ice cream, soda, or chocolate. That will be interesting.. oh and I will read five books a year. I know HUGE! lol

Test #2 tomorrow. Night